-The situation:
September: The first week of school was the first time I saw him. And I saw this guy staring at me and all of a sudden everyone else was a blur. We stared at each other. A week later I was walking from class and saw him as we walked toward each other we were staring at each other out of the corner of our eyes and as we passed each other we both turned back to look at each other and starting check each other out and he smiled. (Hes friends with my ex friend and within seconds he wrote my his fb this line from a song 鈥?Hey girl how you doing what your name is looking like a model or somebody famous who that n---- that you came with if not we goin to have to chage it cause you sexier than a motherf---- and I really love to get to know ya鈥?br>
October: I went to my first college party. It was the basketball teams party (he鈥檚 a team member) I was really awkward cause I never really been to a party. My ex friend was pushing me to talk to this guy I don鈥檛 think he was interested it was awkward but after we left the party 2 of my friends including the ex friend told me my crush tried to grab me twice at the party but missed. I was so upset because they told me after we had already left.
End of October/ early November : My ex friend started hooking up with 1 guy on the bball team so every day we would go to the lib so she could flirt with him. I would see my crush and he would stare at me with the biggest smile ive ever seen very obviously that he was looking at me. My neighbor (who I wasn鈥檛 even that close to at that time) came over to me and said 鈥渢hat guy has been staring at you since you walked in and he was the biggest smile on his face. 鈥?I asked her who she was talking about and she pointed at my crush. The she said 鈥淗e looks at you like you鈥檙e the one.鈥?I asked her to explain...My crush realized we both had classes in the same building everyday my teacher would give us a break and I would get tea. One day he started standing by the stair case and would watched me walk to get tea and walk up and down the stairs. It became a routine he did it every day When he would watch me I would ignore him because I didn鈥檛 know what to do plus I forgot to add the first time I notice him doing this I had my first panic attack. He makes me so nervous I start shaking. In November he continued to watch me however my ex friend told started hooking up with his bff and told him that I liked him I didn鈥檛 tell her to tell him and she didn鈥檛 tell me till weeks later. I went to the library and sat down right next to my crush鈥檚 seat (his friends were around) and when he saw me sitting there he said to his friend 鈥淚 have to go鈥?and his bff said while looking back and forth at us 鈥淚 knew you would do that鈥?but he still watching me get tea .One day he saw me buying tea for one of my guy friends but this time he was by the coffee shop with all of his team mates. I don鈥檛 remember after that him watching me.
End of November: He asked another girl out. They were on and off for 5 months. I didn鈥檛 really see him during this time. April they officially ended things...she cheated on him.
May: I saw outside him and once again he had the smile on his face. Then I saw him walking up to school and he saw me and I ran across the street... Last time I saw him his friend called out his name when I walked into the gym, right when I walked in.
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